YSunday, September 03, 2006
sometimes i anticipate the future so much i wanna fly myself there,
yet at the same time, i hope everything comes to a standstill just so i can embrace
every single thing that's happening in my life right now.
such contradiction.
"This is just boys, its human nature dear."
i spent the whole conversation asking why this, how come, but why.
then that statement just left me feeling stupid and helpless.
but then again, what she said was indeed just reinforcing the obvious.
this is just one of the days where everything thats happening smacks you hard on the head
all at once. then leaves you to ponder about the unnecessary. how juvenile.
rachel was here with you at
